Fuck this all. She can’t do this to me. I felt her lust and smelt her arousal. I still feel her lust from the bathroom. I started to leave the room I opened and then closed the door deciding to wait for her on the bed so we could talk about this.
I heard the shower shut off and knew she would be out her soon. I hear her complain when she realized that she had not taken in any clean underwear. She opened the door and walked over to the dresser to grab what she needed she had wrapped the towel snugly about her.
I could tell she had no clue I was in the room from her emotions that had changed from the lust to guilt. What the hell is she feeling guilty for leading me on? I was about to say something when she dropped the towel to put on her clean underwear. At first I was pleased I got to finally see her, but as my eyes traveled down her body to take the view fully in I saw the scars that could only have been caused by a blade of some sort.
Fuck how many times had she tried to killer self, why was this information not in her records. I knew about the ones on her wrist, but not those on her thighs. I felt the rage building in me. I could not stop the growl that emanated from deep inside my chest. My mate had tried more than once to take herself from me.
Bella hearing my growl turn almost losing her balance in the process, but was able to recover.
“Jasper, what the hell are you doing in here I heard you leave,” she yelled at me only to cause me to growl again.
“Bella, do not lie to me how many fucking times did you try to kill yourself,” I yelled right back.
I could feel her fear. For the first time since I meet her over six years ago she fears me or any vamp for that matter. My mate fears me I can’t have this. She just stood there for a moment before she answered.
“Five times,” she yelled as she let herself sink to the floor of the room.
“You tried five fucking times to take yourself from this world and me,” I yelled back at her standing from the bed.
“He left me, broke me. I had nothing to live for,” she spat, back with venom laced in her voice.
“Bella, look at me?” I told her.
I waited until she looked at me. “Bella, you are mine and I will claim you as such.”
Once again her fear spiked as I closed in on my mate, whom I was going to claim. I guess I was so focused on her that I had not smelt or heard him enter the house let alone the room. I did feel myself going flying into the wall and then him standing in front of me with his hand still around my neck.
“Major calm down, you don’t want to do this now you will hurt her,” my brother said
It was then that I realized some where the Major had came out and he is right. The Major would not be the right person to claim Bella the first time. We stood there, him not letting me go as Char helped Bella back to the bathroom to get dress.
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